When I was younger I thought God lived in the mountains and
made his home in the pine trees ~ I knew when I inhaled deeply and smelled that
fragrant pine and could hear the crunch of the cones beneath my feet, that I was
in his home.
Last December, with the chill in the air and the Christmas
lights sparkling, God was walking down State Street. Michael and I had taken a
spontaneous trip up to Santa Barbara to buy a piece of furniture we found on
Craigslist. But with the holiday spirit beckoning us to stay in town a little
longer, we decided to go have a drink. We entered the Canary Hotel ~ ended up
at the Chase, dining on Chicken Piccata and Caesar salad. The streets were
pretty empty being that it was a Monday night and colder than usual in Santa
Barbara. But there was something magical and surreal about the night, you know, like a
holiday Christmas movie. The only thing missing was a light snowfall.
We were walking back to our car and crossing the street when
Michael saw something in the sky, high in the sky, bright red and green. He
called to me to come and see it. I walked into the middle of the street not even
looking to see if there were cars coming from either direction and looked
up. It was as if the world had stopped,
everything was in slow motion.
I could see the bright colored object in the dark cold sky.
All of a sudden we were joined by a man, a black man, Carl, who at first
glance you would easily peg as homeless. He held a plastic bag in his hand and
wore a bulky coat. He wanted to see what we were looking at. Of course, when he looked up into the sky it
was gone. He laughed and accused Michael of trying to get us killed by a car. Accused him of looking for UFO’s.
As we walked back to the curb he came with us. He started saying to me that Michael was a keeper. That he had a childlike way about him, that he was authentic and real. He told Michael to stay that way and informed him that that was one of the things I loved about him. He kept telling Michael how he was so real and authentic and was original with his childlike wonder. He reminded me again that he was a keeper. He told Michael that I was still analyzing him.
As we walked back to the curb he came with us. He started saying to me that Michael was a keeper. That he had a childlike way about him, that he was authentic and real. He told Michael to stay that way and informed him that that was one of the things I loved about him. He kept telling Michael how he was so real and authentic and was original with his childlike wonder. He reminded me again that he was a keeper. He told Michael that I was still analyzing him.
He then turned his attention to me and was quite insistent. “He is not them” he
stressed “Quit testing him, he did not do it” ~ he told me over and over again. He went on to tell Michael that
the men that had been in my life before had been intimidated by me and warned
Michael not to control me. I burst into tears. He had hit a nerve. How did he
know anything about us? And how did he know anything about my past or present relationships?
Carl kept saying he had to go, as if he were in a hurry,
like he had somewhere important to be. But as soon as he would start to cross
the street he would turn and come walking back to tell us “just one more
thing.” And one of those things was that he was delivering this message from
God. Carl might have made me a believer.
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